Poisoned Hearts Never Change

Why did the llama eat my shoe?

2005-09-05T17:31:07Z

Twinkx520: its kinda chilly outside?
Twinkx520: why is that
dry N lodice44: i havent been outside yet
Twinkx520: lol no one has!
Twinkx520: well, i'll be the weather girl
Twinkx520: its cold
Twinkx520: wear pants
Twinkx520: and a shortsleeve shirt
Twinkx520: you'll be fine
dry N lodice44: thats what im wearion now
dry N lodice44: lol
dry N lodice44: your good
Twinkx520: haha.. or maybe im ojuts outside oyur window on my laptop... >.> ..<.<
Twinkx520: just*|
Twinkx520: your*
dry N lodice44: can you see me waving?
Twinkx520: ur not waving..
dry N lodice44: fuck...
Twinkx520: lol, green shirt?
dry N lodice44: woah
dry N lodice44: what kind of pants am i wearing
Twinkx520: i cant see
Twinkx520: stand up
dry N lodice44: ok, so what kind is it
Twinkx520: hold up. (no contacts) lol
Twinkx520: dark blue.
dry N lodice44: thats all i wear
dry N lodice44: what kind of necklace?
Twinkx520: hm. tis hard..
Twinkx520: a think black thing around your neck
Twinkx520: thin*
Twinkx520: am i right?
dry N lodice44: you know me all too well
dry N lodice44: you sucking psychic bitch
dry N lodice44: fucking*

Ay. Im always outside someones window. Next time you decide to pick your nose.. close the blinds. <3 someones always watching.
I own.

chocochewycandy @ 2005-08-26T23:39:00

2005-08-27T03:58:31Z

Ok so heres whats up.
-Im still goin to North. It don't look like its gonna be that great of a year with the way the security is goin now.
-Im goin to get hurrdye hopefully tomorrow with Zack.
-Zack and Amanda just left me.
-He needs to clean his windows.. they taste bitter.
-My mom is an ass.
-My pee is neon orange/yellow =) hehe
-I missed alot of people. And I saw them. yay
-POTHEAD.. lol few know what I mean. Kinda sucks.
-Black people love to talk to me.
-Because im so damn gangster. har
-Im on lockdown.
-I have Mr. Price again. woo?
-Annnnnd. I met April. Shes pretty<3
-And Ms. Elaine Page Monger will Rest In Peace.<3

-It's crazy bullshit. Im sure she was having fun tho. =) heh.

So thats basically it.
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chocochewycandy @ 2005-07-05T17:11:00

2005-07-05T21:17:30Z

Alrighty. Update time.
So I spent a few nights at John's house the other day ago or whatever. I had plenty of fun. Plenty. Plenty. Fun. yes. whee.
Uhm after that i dont think i remember. My minds at a blank right now.
OH.
Yes i went to the MSI show. It was great. Im hanging my bra on my wall. And cherishing my left boob for the simple fact that Jimmy grabbed it. Wheeeeee.
Uhm. Me Alexis And Zach were going to go to the beach. But halfway there.. We turned around. I dont know why. Kinda gay. But whatevvah'.
Oh yeah. So we went some apartment area that had a pool. We jumped the gate and went swimming. Idk it was like 4 something in the morning. I wanted to stay till the sun came up.. but no.. it got boring. So yeah. Blah Blah.
&This 4th of July. I stayed home while everyone else was out doing shit. I was upset I didn't get to spend it with John. He's so sweet. I love him. But yeahhhh. Idk. The end?
<3's.

chocochewycandy @ 2005-06-24T23:37:00

2005-06-25T03:50:25Z

Ok.
So to start things off.
Today has been the best day i have had in like.. forfuckineverrrrr ^^
Im going out with John again, finally.
I went over to his house today. Then we got bored so we went to some park. Me Jersey, John, Caroline, &Blake All started jumping on top of all the buildings. I oalmost fell off of one bc a swarm of bees were chassing me. But meh.
Then we got to the lake. And i was talking about how i wanted to go swimming earlier today on the phone with JohnJohn. So while every one was playing the boats pretending to drive them, me & JohnJohn were on the deck talking. &stuff. So i just jumped into the water. And pulled john in. And we were swimming in the lake. I pretended i was drowning. It was extremely fun.
We went back to Johns house. And i changed into some of his warmy confy clothes. We sat in his room for awhile and talked & chilled.
Then we went down the road to his friends house to get his other Quad that dont run. Btw, i got to drive. Yes i drove a 4Wheeler. *is impressed* So we stayed there for a few and i got to drive back &stuff. I didnt kill anyone. So thats a good thing. =]
We got back to his house, and then i had to leave bc miss party pooper wanted to go home. So we went home.
Here I am now telling a story im sure no one gives a shit about. But i dont give a fuck bc yeah, i dont.
So yes motherfucking yes.
Im so fuckin happy i could pop.
I love John Aaron Gardner.
More than he can imagine.
But if he fucks up this time-

Stars: Pssh....us playas in da hood dun play
Stars: And yo' tell him dat
Stars: I'll be waitin with my revolver thingy gun pop thing

Yeeeyah! thass right. My homie g dizzle dazzzle frazze wizzle wazzle wanka girl got muh back mofuckahhhh. whach cha self. Yo ass is goin' get blanked on. Bitch. Right right right.
Whaaaaaaat
Yeeeeyaaaaahhh
Ohhhhhkaaaay,
Lil Alexis and the southside nukkas. Goin' pop a mothah fuckin cap in yo ass. Right right right.
Respresent mothaaaa fuckaaah. eopwjroihwenehnrfuwlh

Tis true. Anyway. Im great, yuppp.
♥♥♥
Ps- I love you Margaux Alexis Slade. =]

chocochewycandy @ 2005-06-23T23:25:00

2005-06-24T03:25:36Z

!!
Sooo
Im hateable.
Right Anthonee?
Yuppp.. i think sooo.
The End.

chocochewycandy @ 2005-06-18T19:07:00

2005-06-18T23:12:43Z

!!!!

asdfkladsfjkl

So im sittin here. Bored. Like usual. Mhm..
I want some icecream. So i think ima get some.
Yuppp.

♥♥
=]

chocochewycandy @ 2005-06-10T01:36:00

2005-06-10T05:48:53Z

SOo.. everythings better now. I think.
&im happy
And oh my fuck. This summer is being so lovely to me.
WEeEeEeEeE
Uhm. It rained again today. And i played in puddles.
Twas fun.
Uhm. I got a paper cut on my left boob today bc i pulled my money out too fast..&it hurts...
err. so yeah. blah blah. the end. durr.
<3's

chocochewycandy @ 2005-06-06T21:11:00

2005-06-07T01:23:18Z

So. This week&stuff has been goin well i suppose.
I have been sick. Kinda sucks. Got shit in the back of my throat i keep having to cough my ass of to get out.
Been depressed lately. But i shall get over it someday.
My dad is hooking up with my sisters boyfriends (brothers bestfriend) mom. Kinda scary..
I see why people call some people losers now. Everyone has something to live for. But i cant see what im living for. Nothing i suppose. Life is just a big game that im losing. Basically. Im a loser. heh. Thats just how i see it.
I want to be happy. But i cant be happy if i make other peoples lives misearble.
I dont know what to think anymore. Its pissing me off. I just want to get out of this state. Now im trying to decide if im gonna start crossnoir acedamy next year, or stay at north. I have no classes @north, bc i didnt apply fer next year er some shit. Not like staying here is gonna help me any. So yeah. Whatever, right?

chocochewycandy @ 2005-06-03T17:03:00

2005-06-03T21:31:01Z

So.. i feel like shit.
I broke up with Mark last night. I really didnt want to. But it just seemed like he had mixed emotions fer me. Also said hes happier when hes not in a relationship, but when he is- hes always stressed about some bullshit.
I guess its ok. As long as hes happy, i guess i can try to be happy.
I <3 him tho. Alot.

Other news.
Im bored and theres nothing to do. NC is the gayest state ever. I wish i could move to New Jersey. hmph..
Jesus fucking christ. erkjhjkthrjhtlejkrhtljehljrhltjehrljkngkjfhdgjkfhgkhdfgf
Babosa
Orinar
Rresentirse
Estio
Despacio moribuno

Bietch.
♥♥&hearts

chocochewycandy @ 2005-06-01T09:38:00

2005-06-01T13:37:31Z

sooo fricken.
fuckin.
bored man.
errrr.

chocochewycandy @ 2005-05-30T21:04:00

2005-05-31T01:06:03Z

So one of these days that passed, Ellen (<3) came and visited me. Yayyy. ^.^

I love her.
&& I went to see mark sunday. He pissed me off. Bad. Im still pissed at him and prob will be ferever&ever. But ahwell.
I was sposed to hang with Jessica this weekend. But i swear to fuckin god- her number is posses. She gave it to me like 38473894 times. I keep on losing it. =(.
This world is bullshit.
Total.
Bullshit.

chocochewycandy @ 2005-05-21T23:52:00

2005-05-22T14:36:41Z

I♥MyWiferSooMuch=)

Well. I went to school thursday. One class. But still went =). And uhm.. Marks in Maryland.Fucker. Im going to get hair dye today. Then come home and sleep. That is all. <33

chocochewycandy @ 2005-04-20T03:07:00

2005-04-20T07:07:05Z

mmm..life is gay♥

cha

2005-03-13T19:59:29Z

No more livejournal. x.x

fuckaaaaa

2005-03-09T19:15:58Z

Fuuuuuuck. no school. fuck. fuck. fuck. i tried! okay no i didnt.. bur still. this sucks.

chocochewycandy @ 2005-03-09T00:28:00

2005-03-09T05:40:32Z

I think im gonna try to go to school tomorrow. maybe.

Life is kinda pooey right now. Really boring. I need a hobby.

Got my dog back that i accidently gave away. I feel accomplished.

Dying my hair back pink/red hopefully this weekend. Its too blonde.

And in a few weeks. piercing my lip, twice. trying to figure out if i want studs, or hoops. or piercing middle too, and gettin hoop there, and studs on side. i dont know. we will see when the time comes.

Ne who. Im quittin smoking. i have been smoke free for awhile, but i think im gonna start back up tomorrow. not on purpose tho, stupid smokers. peer pressure!

I hate my brother. I had allll my mother fucking numbers in my phone. He goes, and for all the names puts 911 for the number. Oh well. i hate the phone ne ways. Someone would call me if they really needed me.lol. damn. i need sleep, u know, for school. g'night! x3

Quiz thinger

2005-02-28T21:07:53Z

Chose between...
Created by bhappy99 and taken 7176 times on bzoink!
Free movies for a year or free CDS for your life?	CD'S OF COURSE!
School or work?	Work. i get paid
Christmas or birthday?	Birthday, bc xmas sucks
Peanut Butter M&MS,Regular M&Ms, or Peanut M&MS?	Peanut Butter, bc PB is tha bomb!
Dozen Roses or 3 boxes of chochlate?	Roses
Sandra Bullock or Julia Roberts?	Sandra Bullock. JR is outdated
Brad Pitt or Tom Cruise?	Brad pitt, just because he was hot in "interview with the vampire"
Vanilla Pepsi or Vanilla coke?	Vannila coke
American Eagle or Abercromie and Fitch?	ahum.. neither?
Driving or flying?	Driving. Fuck that
Roller skating or ice skating?	Nvr been ice skating, want to tho.
Apples or oranges?	Oranges
Paris, France or Florence, Italy?	Italy
Punk'D or The Newlyweds?	Punk"D. for sure
Jay Leno or David Letterman?	Neither. They are both stupid Noses
New York or LA?	NY
AOL messenger or MSN messenger?	AIM
Jennifer Aniston/Brad Pitt or J.LO/Ben Affleck?	J Lo.. altho they all suck
Ralph Lauren or Tommy Hilfiger?	Ralph Lauren
leaf raking or snow shoveling?	Leaf Raking fuck that cold shit
black pen or blue pen?	Black..
WalMart or Target?	Wal-mart..
picnic under the stars or horse carriage in the park?	Picninc, only bc the stars.. stars are my Bestfriend
chochlate chip cookies or peanut butter cookies?	Chocolate chipperness
Kobe Bryant or Shaq?	ahum, neither
basketball, baseball, or football?	Baseball (playing, not watching)
Hiliary Duff (Lizzie Mcguire) Or Lindsey Logan(Freaky Friday)?	UMM NEITHEr?!
French fries,curly fries, or tator tots?	yumm... curly fries of course
Ben Affleck or Matt Damon?	Neither.
Phoebe, Monica, or Rachel(off of FRIENDS)?	Phoebe.. bc shes cool
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Quiz thingy

2005-02-18T01:20:14Z

Pssh.. lol.. i am NOT a stoner.

You scored as Stoner.

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Stoner

100%

Punk/Rebel

94%

Loner

81%

Goth

38%

Geek

31%

Drama nerd

25%

Ghetto gangsta

25%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

13%

What's Your High School Stereotype?
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Random banger

2005-02-18T00:58:27Z

I love rock 'n' roll
So put another dime
In the jukebox, baby
I love rock 'n' roll
So come and take your time
And dance with me

Hah. just heard that song for the first in forever

Haha well..juat thought i would update. Im in a hyper mood. I've been thinkin alot about my life and how i want it to change. Im glad to say, that i have quit smoking pot (well.. as much).. and im gettin ready to quit on the cigarettes. Im gonna chill out this year and slack since i already failed. so mleh. and next year im gonna bust my ass so i can get throught fuckin HS. so yeah. after highschool,i plan on goin to the air force for four years, then get out of there and be a Dental Assistant. Yes sir ree. im gonna be makin that paper. but its gonna suck bein gone that long. i have changed my career choice alot lately but, idk.. i like this one. it will most likely change again. i want to be a cosmetoligist (sp?) also. most definately not a English teacher, as i can tell my grammar sucks. but yo idk. im just in a thinking mood.

Valentines day sucked, but the day after was pretty awesome.=D. Meow. Me tummerkles hurt. Bleh.

well im gonna bounce. Later <3 Rainey

wtF?

2005-02-10T06:32:48Z

Oh wasnt this just the Grandest day. Aderall sucks. i suck. north sucks. everything sucks. im just sittin here gettin accused of some bullshit. gettin really pissed off. now i know the answers i have been wondering. i DO love him. if i didnt. i wouldnt care what he thinks that i thought about him. i wouldnt care that im hurting him. and I wouldnt be hurting this damn bad. All i ask is for him is to trust me. But i cant earn that with people telling him abuncha fuckin bullshit about me. AND THIS IS WHY I HATE HUMANS AND THE'RE FUCKED UP WAYS OF LIVING!!! im just too pissed to write something. But then again im flattered as hell right now! lol.. i dont know. i need some thinkin time. im out.

Wurps

2005-02-09T02:50:10Z

Haha.. just read my last entry. i sure did put alot of "now's" in there. oh well. hah

Randomness

2005-02-09T02:47:33Z

Well. Lets see. Today i went out to concord mills and bought John some shit for valentines day.. My cop friend came buy and visited me again. seems my house is the home for runaways. oh joy. lol. I have a court date for not going to school. might get sent off. But after all that. life is still grand. and i cant wait to just live. i havent lived yet. i feel like getting in trouble. its what keeps me sane. seems like when i live a normal life i feel like im gonna lose it. but when im jumpin off roofs and shit like that.. makes me feel like i've accomplished something. hah. idk

Im starting to ignore people at school now. kids are really gettin on my nerves. so i just walk away quietly and go by my lonesome. there are only like 2 or 3 people now that i actually talk to now. others i just associate with.Im gonna give north living hell now, since they wont let me transfer. They brought it among themselves. This is gonna be fun. But yo, i gotta go to bed now so i can sleep. im out. <3

Quiz

2005-02-08T17:12:06Z

Well well well, the old fashioned 17th century
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things in life, you posses a lot of classical
class, and follow that of the original
vampires, you have no shame in what you are,
infact you embrace it, you love it and wouldn't
have it any other way. Your wealth is
unspeakable and your way of luring people with
your mystical ways and looks is amazing, and
most people would often call you The
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chocochewycandy @ 2005-02-07T22:39:00

2005-02-08T03:49:18Z

Wow. damn. I am a bitch. i just realized that.. i have been told that i am a bitch quiet often, but it never occured to me that i really was. lol. oh well. i done fucked up someone elses life, damn. that makes 3 this year. i feel so bad. but yet i know it was the right thing to do. So its all juice. Well its monday, didnt go to school today. dude!! i've been doin good about goin to school now!!! i went 3/5 days last week! im so proud!maybe i can make it 4/5 days this week.. =\ .. maybe not lol. But ne who. Life is pretty good right now. Been babysittin my ass off so i can earn some money to get John a Valentines day gift. Wich he claims he already has everything that he wants now, wich is me.. and that is BS bc YEAH i have everything i want too, but i wont be turnin down no new CD or ne thing. Plus- hes really good to me and i love him. so im gonna spoil him. Chee.. So i've decided that im gonna quit smoking. Its gonna be hard as hell. But i asked my guardian to make me an appt. so i can go to the doct. and get nicotene patches.. if i use them.. and i smoke.. i will puke. damn thats gonna be hard as hell.. its such a great habit. its like eating. u cant live without eating..i cant live with out smoking.. eh. Im goin to the doct soon bc i have to lil knots
on the side of my neck, that worries me, and thats why im trying to quir. *sigh* if only i could smoke with out these worries.

Ne-who. that woman is home now..so im out. <3

chocochewycandy @ 2005-01-21T23:54:00

2005-01-22T04:54:07Z

IM COOL!!!!